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2009 Never say never

masinator — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 10:05:00 UTC

Never say you wont make it through
Never say that person was the only one for you
Never say you wont make it there
Never say that theres no happiness anywhere

Basically its 09
One step closer to the end.

man things are slowly changing i got over the person i said i was NEVER going to get over and man life is just slowly getiing better. I even have another little crush : ) basically im writing to say things are slowly geting better ..sometimes you gotta go through the pain to expirience joy...nd Never say Never.......PATIECE IS KEY people

those of you who are sad nd depressed becuase of anything in life.

The key is to start over and keep starting over untill you get it right .

The purpose

masinator — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 09:50:00 UTC

What is my purpose on this earth? I dont know Im to young to understand. Most say its strength..That could be it..but i just dont know. We all have a purpose we wont know it until we are needed for it. Everybody says 2012 something big is going to happen ....that just might be were we figure out our purpose...till then we just dont know ..some of us are to young to know .and some of us know and are not allowed to say .

letting go was the only option

masinator — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 16:33:00 UTC

now a days i barely have time to be on my own site. Im to busy making beats , doin hw , sports or skool stuff. But so far ive let go of everything!!! screw love , screw them fake as friends, ive started fresh and so far ive been pretty good latley. As for the person with my heart in their hands ..ill be back for it someday ......right now im just chillen and just waitin for another big wall to get in the way so i could climb it. But yeah im basically writing whats going on in ma life. and for the record guys keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer nwam sayin and if your like me where your barely happy ..just keep grindin ...do good ..do you..and be patient...its all just a matter of time

mood : NEUTRAL

Up to date info

masinator — Mon, 28 Jul 2008 03:28:00 UTC

hey guys hows it going ! well im great right now. Living life to the fullest.chillen looking for some love ness. lmfao so yeah ive been makin beats in froot loops and working on my guitar skills /song writing skills.Summers almost over and i guess im looking foward into going in to school. so yea call me : ) ill be working : p

Balance

masinator — Sat, 19 Jul 2008 04:16:00 UTC

Latley things have been going pretty well. I learned who my true friends are and everything. I learned that theres a balance in life. If theres happy there must be a sad. If theres good there must be an evil. Theres always 2 sides or more. Theres going to be points in your life where your just so upset and depressed that you dont know what to do and there are going to be points when your very happy and great! see people say the cup is half empty but i think of it as the cup is half full..what i mean by that is the odds are always against you... You just have to live life to the fullest and look for a better tommorow. So right now i am very into the music theory. Im making beats and writing songs. I just love music . Its a way to express yourself.it makes me happy. anyways right now im just living life to the fullest and waiting for a better tommorow : )

ND YET IT DOES GET WORSE ND WORSE

masinator — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 23:27:00 UTC

yea life is geting worse ....now i lost my bffl ,mysister in law,my partner in crime ..damn yo i don even noe no more meng ............LIFES JUST GETING WORSE ND WORSE! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE MENG..............IM BOUT TO GO BALISTIC ND DO SOMETHIN LOKO! IDK MENG ; ( IM JUST REAL TIRED OF EVERYTHING BAD HAPENING IN MY LIFE < /3 ALL IT IS .....IS TEARS ,PAIN ,ND NO HAPPY NESS.....

yea so far : /...jus gets worse...nd worse

masinator — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 00:50:00 UTC

so graduation was yesterday..: / it was the boringest day of my life that day....nd today i chilled ...home almost all day then i went to see zohan with the fam (THAT MOVIE IS FRIKIN AWESOME)!WHATS been on my mind lately is everythin....i have to make a huge choice..see ..i either keep tryin to get what i want or i just stop quit and put it alll behind me........(i cant say what i want ) but yea....idk meng im geting tired of tryin(those who noe me well noe exactly what im talkin about)..well the months almost over nd i have got to say..JUNE 2008 is the worst month of my entire life...b4 june everything was good and now im </3(heartbroken)...lost in life...alone.....no one to talk 2......jus miserable...nd i lost most of my loved ones....so yea ....rite now i cud use a fukin miracle....it just keeps on geting worse and worse

you dont know what you have till its gone

masinator — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 14:37:00 UTC

meng i lost everyyyythin .......i lost mad friends nd i lost like the best most biggest sis ever...IDK HOW LIFE IS GONNA BE NOW BUT AT THIS VERY MOMENT IM JUS HERT....WOW ND ALL THE PEEPZ I LOST ...I LOST THEM BECAUSE I WAS STUPID ND IGNORANT ND NOW LOOK ...ugh im so done meng..i like cry myself to sleep ....life really suks at the moment nd i really wish things are how like they were before ...IDK MENG......LAST MONTH I THOT NOTHIN CAN GO WRONG LIFE WAS PERFECT....JUS WHEN U THINK NOTHING CAN GO WRONG IT ALL FALLS DOWN :( ...ALL I WANT TO DO IS BE HAPPY!! ....THATS ALL I ASK FOR IM NOT ASKIN FOR MILLIONS OF DOLLARS OR EXPENSIVE CRAP...I JUS WANT TO BE HAPPY..

Life Changes So Do PEOPLE....:/

masinator — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 10:51:00 UTC

6/19/08 ..today i feel forgotten ...Its feels like i lost everythin i ever cared about and i have no one there for me ...im used to it tho :( ..let me tel u somethin bout me...in life i look for one thing and one thing only ...nd that is happiness...i jus want to be happy in life...almost all my life has been very rough...hapiness to me comes once in a blue moon...see jus when u think nothin can go wrong and its the best moment of your life ...it all falls down and the worst ends up hapening...<--- well if this doesnot happen to you then it sure does happen to me allll the time .. see another thing that pisses me off is when people give u hope for somethin ...and its not gonna happen...its like counting how much sand pebbles are in a huge beach..ur never gonna count allll of the sand pebbles....its impossible.... so yea i feel pretty bummed and forgotten...its like everything is changing ....:/ and not in a good way...i jus want things to go back how they were atleast a month ago...were i felt loved and cared for..o well..im jus gonna keep playin the game called life and be me like ive always been ...but i guess "Life Changes....So do PEOPLE.

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masinator — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:36:00 UTC

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